Mind flashes


If three films successively hit at the box office, then the hero of the films starts advising the people. His punch dialogs are emphasized  by the media and influenced over his fans. When we look back the other side of his success, there may be seen so many inhuman zig zag plays. If a 'successful' industrialist lectures about the title 'hard work' he will be honoured with applause and praises. But while we evaluate the truth of his success, the revelations may be shocking. For some, if they achieve financial security in the midway of their struggle for existance, they start thinking that they had attained the right to advice others or  right to express with authority. These are the characters we see among us. May be these conditions prevailed only in India, as I had not been in any country before.

Here are the days, a new revolution in freedom of expression taking place for the common man. Never bother which country you belong and which government rules you. Internet!-the best media to air your thoughts, pains, rights or what ever it may be. As a layman, among majority of the population, here I start utilising my freedom. Blogging!.  I ought to do it! Yes, I must make use of this great technogical invention. I never take it for granted, instead, it is my right to use it.   Behold Internet's use  for a real freedom fight, dear folks!. We(You) cannot and should not mums the word while India's wealth going in to few wrong pockets. Show zero tolerance while our folks are tortured while demanding for their basic rights. Register and take your heartbeats to the world community.  internet!  That will be the next best platform for retain one's existing rights or regain the lost rights or to witness a new dawn ( Still what is lacking in this modern world is, right to live as a human being- see the clippings from Manipur! Think no further, Its all orchestrated by our cops-from the land of most celebrated democracy).


Mmmmm..I am back to my story! 
Any one might think that it is self exaggerated while you see 'smart' in my email ID(rrnsmart@gmail.com). It is wrong and I did not have such intention  while creating it. I just added 'smart' taken from 'smartdoc design centre', my design company.  But I do have some skills for survival which I need to brief it here, as this blog is meant for my portfolio.


I am/was addicted to fine art. After some college life, I tried to join in College of arts and crafts, Chennai, and did not get the seat though I did get good marks in three daylong test.  All the contestants were asked to write their number with pencil. Later only we could realise what went wrong. It is to blame not only the authorities, the politicians too. I strongly believe, a small fraction of talented youths only get the opportunity to undergo these genre of creative courses in India while our people are tolerant enough to watch how beaurocrates and politicians ruining this nation. OK, let's forget it, after all we are culturally corrupted.

The Printing industry is my next pick.  I learned screen printing from a trainer at Nagercoil. I begun my work in a Lithoprinting unit of our home town and eventually  I owned a screenprinting unit in my house and looking after the both according to my convenience.  This modesoperandi continued for three years and then I stationed at Sivakasi and Madurai respectively as part of improved prospects.

The rule of computer on printing industry noticed during early 2000s even in our small towns, made us to leave the Lithoprinting units as artists and forced us to learn some graphic applications.


Now I 'm a known commercial graphic designer for high profile professionals, the Dentists and general Doctors of Chennai and graphic designing becomes my way of life.
I remember in this time with profound gratitude, my elder brother and then main bread winner of our family, Divakaran who had let his hard earned money been spend for all my studies and foul plays(unknowingly), despite all our family burdens of a middle class;  with a confidence on me that I would prosper in life. I'll be silent if you ask me if I had done any justice to his expectation, because I could'nt. Still I cannot escape from my pending commitments. Somany other individuals are also involved in my life, who had favoured me in many ways. With a guilty mind I ask myself, when I shall be good enough in 'all respects' to serve them back and conserve my dignity-fully?  Really its going to be unaccomplished?. I do not know!  Any how I strive to settle it before I welcome a new settlement at a potentially habitable heavenly body! (oh ho!). 
Going very sentimental?  OK, I stop here. Thank you..   Have a nice time!